Tuesday, November 6, 2012

How long now...

안녕! Hi, it's been long!
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Things are interesting and I'm coming up with new ideas everyday as to what to write. Doesn't seem like it though, right? I never write here about said ideas. I think what I'm thinking about doing would be a good idea because it would keep me busy. *not that college class work doesn't haha*
I just might do it, but I won't feel bad if it doesn't go right. ♡∩__∩

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Seriously Blog...

안녕!!!
What is up? Nothing really. I've just been thinking. I want a start a website but I don't know what kind. I don't even know if I should seeing as this blog SUCKS!
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It would have to be something really.good and something I keep up with. I'm thinking right now I want to do a blog or website for people who are in to fashion but have a strange way of showing it, like myself.
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The only problem is that I no longer have a laptop of my own anymore. (´;д;`) My cat completely killed it. He spilled water all over it and it is no longer with us. I'm so sad. It was my baby and a darn good laptop. Now all I've got is my phone and iPod since I finally got a charger for it this past weekend.
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Wow, I really drifted off there. So what should I seriously blog about? This blog is like a open journal/diary with no point really. Hmm. I don't know. Maybe I won't make one at all. Just stick to this. I'm not the type to keep up with these things. Oh well.
*man I can't put my signature *

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Sometimes...

안녕!!!
This is serious talk so if you don't want to read seriousness, then skip this one. :)
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Sometimes I wonder. I wonder about myself, I wonder about the people close to me, I wonder about complete strangers.

Sometimes I wonder about how much of a difference there would be in me if I was born somewhere else or raised in a different way. Would I be smarter or less so? Would I be more happy or not even close? Those types of things I wonder about myself. Also, would those differences make me a better person?

Sometimes I wonder about the people closest to me, my family. I love them and wish I knew more of them so I can't help but wonder about them. Like, if I had grown up with them would they be different? Would they not be the way are, a better group of family. (*I don't expect to much of them and no family is perfect.) How do they feel about me and aside from me, themselves? Are they happy with their lives and do they wonder about themselves as I do?

I often times wonder about others. That person who just walked across the street who I am bound to never lay eyes on again. I wonder, are they happy? Would things be different for them if they were born somewhere else? If everything in their lives were flipped around would they be walking down the street as they are at this exact moment?
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Sometimes I wonder about too many things and it's darn near close to driving me crazy. People say that the best thing an introvert can do is accept their solitude. I've been trying, but it starting to sound like it's another way to say 'accept that you are going crazy my friend'. If you know what I mean when I say solitude I mean that moment when all you do is think, think, and think some more. Often times you are thinking about something negative. That negative for me is the whole government thing is which is why I am completely stupid when people talk about politics. (*I would be setting myself up for failure if I got in to a political debate, not to mention I would get butt hurt should they say something completely out of line.)

Now don't get me wrong. There are times when I think about that hilarious moment some years ago. Don't go thinking I'm the most pessimistic person. It's just that when those times come, they come bad.

I just felt like being serious and there is no better way for me to express myself than through writing. If I were to tell this verbally then it would make absolutely no sense whatsoever.

Well, I've got to study because....well, I gotta study. :3

Soooo...until I have something else interesting to write about, you have read the *~Secrets~*

Monday, September 10, 2012

So...Much...Work...

안녕!
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Okay...so I have been sooooo busy, it's ridiculous. Class work and study is no joke. Then, unfortunately my temporary job has ended but I might be called in for what they call "buy backs". It is highly unlikely though. Just studying is enough for me, but I have to have a job. My friend told me that once you start you'll always want to have a job. That is so true.
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Since I am so busy it has really changed up my sleeping pattern. I'll wake up around 3am in the morning and be half asleep half awake until my alarm goes off at 6:15am. I then stay up at the school just about all day. Maybe about 6:45pm and I have to ride my bike home. That ride is a good hour long. Once I get home I am pretty tired and all I want to do is shower and knock out but for some odd reason I won't go to sleep. (*I'm thinking it's because my mom leaves at 10pm to go to work and I have to be up to lock the door.) Even after that I'm still not going to sleep. It's really strange. Gowns it possible that I can stay up for a long when I am tired and still wake up, automatically, at 3am? And then do it again the next day? I don't know.
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I've been dealing with some other stuff too. That's for another post though.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Technology...

안녕!!!
So...yesterday I got myself a new phone as a birthday present to myself. (*My birthda]y isn`t until tomorrow though, the 3rd.)
This phone is pretty awesome! It`s a android smartphone. My first smartphone too. (*This is my third phone in my life so far. My first phone was broken at a football game and my second one was replaced with this new one.)
To be honest I would have never gotten a new phone if I didn`t need one. That old one wasn`t working properly at all. It only let me take pictures when it felt like it. When I would try to go to my music/ringtones it wouldn`t let me. A lot of times the thing would freeze up and just shut off. I delt with it like that for most of the time I had it which was about four years.
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Now that I`ve got this new phone and I am saying that I will never buy another phone, I`m wondering if that is true. Technology is always changing and it always gets better with each change. When I got my old phone it was new. People liked the phone, just as I had, and I still see people with that exact same phone.
I just wonder about how technology and all those types of things.
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Well, this post wasn`t about much. I just wanted to write a blog on my new phone. I`ve been so bored and have studying to do. (*I don`t think bored and study should be in the same sentence.)
Since I can`t see too much on here I can`t put my little ending signature.

Monday, August 27, 2012

Introvert/Extrovert...

안녕!!!
Today was the first day back in classes. YAY! :3

My English class is what had me thinking a good amount today. *Now, what I am about to type is purely my thought process. I didn't put too much research in to this, just about none to be exact. These are just thoughts of mine and knowledge that I already have on the subject.
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So...let's begin with the extrovert. Simply put, an extrovert is someone who's personality shows in everything the do. They like to talk a lot and are risk takers. Most extroverts aren't too worried about what you have to say, rather they want you to know what I they have to say. They usually don't think about what they are doing or have done until after they have done it. In society they are more social and thought of to be the more successful people. This is just a little bit of what I know, observed, about extroverts.

Then there is the introvert. Simply put, an introvert is someone who's personality doesn't quite show in everything they do. (*Some would say that introvert is all there is to their personality.) An introvert is someone who doesn't talk too much and rarely takes risks. They are too busy thinking about things before they do them. Introverts rather listen than speak and when they do speak they mostly know what they are talking about or it interests them. In society they are not social and are thought of the people less likely to succeed.

I am introvert. When most people hear the word introvert they usually think, shy, quiet, not so smart, etc. This isn't true in all people. Personally I wouldn't call myself 'shy'. 'But isn't the definition of an introvert, shyness?' No, I wouldn't say so. Shy means that a person feels pressure when having to speak to someone. A shy person is uncomfortable when put in the spotlight. To a certain extent I am 'shy'. I don't like public speaking because I don't like people staring at me and that's uncomfortable, but if it's just a little group of maybe five then I can handle it....
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There is so much to this, but I don't feel like rambling on and on because since I am introvert and have given this a lot of thought it could happen.

My question is: If it seems like introverts are more logical than extroverts who are impulsive, wouldn't that make an introvert the ideal person rather than an extrovert?

Honestly, I don't believe there is any definite answer and it there might be one already. Introverts and extroverts are good to have in any field of work. It makes the job that's getting done to be well thought through. (*Side note: you might even notice that in personal relationships you may be best friends or boyfriend/girlfriend to the person opposite of who you are. My best friend is my cousin who is an obvious extrovert. Also my first boyfriend was also an extrovert. Just something to add in.)

I know this might have been all over the place and made absolutely no sense, but I just had to get out what I could on this topic. It seems like my English class has obviously kicked off to a good start. :3

*And again...these are just my personal (introverted) thoughts.

Soooo...until I have something else interesting to write about, you have read the *~Secrets~*

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Let the Games aka Class BEGIN...

안녕!!!
Class...only some hours away from being the first one. I'm surprised at how excited I am. Maybe it's because I'll have something to occupy my whole day. Or...maybe it's the thought of being successful this semester. More than likely it is both.

So tomorrow is my first day back in a classroom. This semester is going to be filled with some ups and downs that I can see already. Unlike my first two semester I am a full time student and will be working part-time. (*The positive to the part-time is that, as I've wrote before, the job is on campus. No transportation worries.) My class schedule is actual quite simple. I attend classes Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, leaving room for me to work and study on Tuesdays and Thursdays. (*My work schedule is actually Tuesday, Thursday, and Friday.)
Mondays I have class from morning to afternoon which leaves just about no room to work or study. When say from morning to afternoon I mean 9am to 6pm. :( The reason why Monday is a full day of classes is because I have a lab on that day which is 3hrs long. *BOOO!!!* But luckily that class is only one day a week so on Wednesday and Tuesday I have like a 3hr 30min break in between one class. That 3hr time will be used for studying. Of course I still have weekends to study of course. (*I recall my biology syllabus said that I need to study 12hrs a week to keep up with it.)
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Today I basically laid around. I woke up early so that I could fix up my hair so I don't look crazy. I still need to finish that up before the day is over. Hoping I don't fall asleep because if i do then I will have a hard time sleeping during the night. Don't need that to happen.

Well, my first week of school is beginning...and next Monday is my birthday. Wow...time goes by so fast. <3

Soooo...until I have something else interesting to write about, you have read the *~Secrets~*