Sometimes...

안녕!!!
This is serious talk so if you don't want to read seriousness, then skip this one. :)
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Sometimes I wonder. I wonder about myself, I wonder about the people close to me, I wonder about complete strangers.

Sometimes I wonder about how much of a difference there would be in me if I was born somewhere else or raised in a different way. Would I be smarter or less so? Would I be more happy or not even close? Those types of things I wonder about myself. Also, would those differences make me a better person?

Sometimes I wonder about the people closest to me, my family. I love them and wish I knew more of them so I can't help but wonder about them. Like, if I had grown up with them would they be different? Would they not be the way are, a better group of family. (*I don't expect to much of them and no family is perfect.) How do they feel about me and aside from me, themselves? Are they happy with their lives and do they wonder about themselves as I do?

I often times wonder about others. That person who just walked across the street who I am bound to never lay eyes on again. I wonder, are they happy? Would things be different for them if they were born somewhere else? If everything in their lives were flipped around would they be walking down the street as they are at this exact moment?
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Sometimes I wonder about too many things and it's darn near close to driving me crazy. People say that the best thing an introvert can do is accept their solitude. I've been trying, but it starting to sound like it's another way to say 'accept that you are going crazy my friend'. If you know what I mean when I say solitude I mean that moment when all you do is think, think, and think some more. Often times you are thinking about something negative. That negative for me is the whole government thing is which is why I am completely stupid when people talk about politics. (*I would be setting myself up for failure if I got in to a political debate, not to mention I would get butt hurt should they say something completely out of line.)

Now don't get me wrong. There are times when I think about that hilarious moment some years ago. Don't go thinking I'm the most pessimistic person. It's just that when those times come, they come bad.

I just felt like being serious and there is no better way for me to express myself than through writing. If I were to tell this verbally then it would make absolutely no sense whatsoever.

Well, I've got to study because....well, I gotta study. :3

Soooo...until I have something else interesting to write about, you have read the *~Secrets~*